I’m sorry it’s all a bit disorganized (´Д` ) tbh I’m a huge noob when it comes to themes and stuff soo I just never fixed it Cus I didn’t know how to make all those links and stuff. But I’ll figure it out hahah. Thanks for the heads up :)

Chapter 5

You can’t say that you regret going out to the club tonight. However, you can’t say that you’re necessarily enjoying it either. You agreed to go after much badgering from seungri. To make it up to you, he even bought the dress along with some black pumps to go with it, in spite of your protesting. So, when you got home you decided fuck it. If you were gonna go out tonight, it’d be with a bang.

And here you were, at the bar, tired of trying to find Big Bang. And it was getting really irritating with all the other men in the bar hitting on you. At first it was flattering. Now, it was just plain creepy. Your dress definitely stole the show, though. You decided for big curls and smoky eyes to complete the look, and you were feeling pretty good. You sat on the bar stool, sipping your drink as the music blared throughout the club. You were about to order another one when someone came to sit next to you.

“If you have any more of those, you won’t remember what happens tonight” Youd know that deep baritone of a voice anywhere. It was TOP. You looked at him and smirked.

“Isnt that the point?” He looks at you and chuckles. His eyes bore into you so deeply it would normally make you squirm. But it didn’t. Instead you held your gaze until he spoke.

“Come on, then. Seungri told me to come find you.” You gracefully get off of your stool, but someone pushes you and you stumble a little. Right into Seunghyuns arms.

“Whoa, Im not taking care of any drunkies tonight. You okay?” The warmth of his body against yours makes you all warm inside. But you don’t wanna seem like you can’t handle yourself, so you straighten up and adjust your dress.

“Im fine. Let’s go” You don’t know why, but he grabs your hand and you smile ridiculously. You don’t know how, but you’re going to work this to your advantage somehow. You walk to a quieter part of the club to find a set of stairs. You look up at Seunghyun. He looks at you.

“Can you make it up the stairs, lightweight?” You pout your lips at him and you get a smile out of him.

“Keep making fun of me, TOP. “ You wonder if you look remotely threatening. Even with your heels on, hes still significantly taller than you. He slinks his arm around your waist, and bends towards your ear.

“ Its Oppa to you.” The close proximity makes you shudder. He takes your hand and walks you upstairs to where everyone was. The first person you spot is seungri, taking shots with Daesung. Taeyang is sitting next to GD, who’s next to-

Her. You can’t help but get irritated. You pretend not to notice her at all. Instead, you cling to Seunghyuns arm. If hes gonna flirt, im using this to my advantage you think to yourself. I can play that game too, Ji. Seungri sees you first. He pats the couch next to him and you sit down. He offers you a shot which you gladly take. You savor the burn you feel from the liquid. You sit idly, listening half heartedly to the conversation between Seungri and Daesung. Every now and then you steal a glance at Jiyong. Hes slouching, looking just as good as ever smoking a cigarette, the girl clinging to his arm. You roll your eyes and turn to seungri to make it seem like youre interested in what theyre talking about. He catches on and turns towards you.

“Is this your brilliant plan, seungri ssi?” He smiles at you.

“There was no plan. Youre supposed to work your magic.” You want to punch the shit outta him. But you don’t. instead you laugh. Maybe it’s the alcohol.

“ What, make him jealous? THE gd?” You find the thought highly amusing.

“Im serious! He was all animated and stuff before you got here. He saw you walking up the stairs hanging onto TOP hyung and sobered up real quick”. You blush hearing this. And at the same time you don’t want to believe it. Daesung joins in. “Just have fun. Dance, flirt, youre with Big Bang. Even if GD doesn’t do anything, you got us here. We’ll be your first best friends in Korea” Once again youre amazed at how easy it is to be around the boys. It’s really like living in a dream world. You smile with them and agree. Youre already out, why not?

You stand up and make your way over to the end of the VIP room and look down at the dance floor. All of a sudden TOP comes up next to you, and hands you another shot. You’ve lost count of how many you’ve had already, but you down it in one gulp. He leans in close to whisper in your ear.

“Don’t look, but he can’t stop staring at you.” You look up at TOP, surprised.

“You know?” He laughs at you. “Did you think Seungri could hide anything from me? Im gonna help you. Consider it a thanks for the cake pops.” You thank your lucky stars you made those. You sneak a look at GD to find that hes staring at you. You smirk at him and continue to play along with TOP. He then downs a glass of champagne and grabs his girl by the hand, making their way onto the dance floor. TOP grabs your hand

“Come on, were going too.” You stop him.

“You don’t have to do this Seunghyun. Its fine, I don’t want you to do something so..not you.” He gives you that stare again.

“You don’t even know me, now let’s go.” Youre stunned. He grabs your hand and pulls you down. Then it hits you. You don’t know him. You don’t know ANY of them, only what you’ve read and seen online. But you know enough to be able to tell that this IS out of his character. You don’t get why he’s “helping” you as he puts it. But you don’t have time to wonder why, cus once you reach the dance floor he hands you another shot. You take it and make your way to the middle of the dance floor where you watch GD and the girl disappear to. You find them in a dark corner, bodies swaying together to the music. And it’s like the alcohol wins all over. You grab TOPs hand and sneakily make your away over to them. Wanna play that game, huh? You think to yourself.

Youre not a bad dancer at all. You know you have rhythm. So when High High comes on you do all BUT contain yourself. Such a fitting song, too. It’s the song that got you into KPOP in the first place. You push TOP against the wall and begin dancing on him. Despite all the chooming he does on tv, hes a pretty good dancer. He grabs on to your waist for more leverage while you continue to dance on him. You look around and find GD staring at you, not even moving as she dances on him. She must notice this too, cus she turns around to look at him and dance facing with him. You don’t even let it phase you at this point. Im dancing with TOP and making GD jealous at the same time. What is life. You continue dancing after high high ends and is followed by fantastic baby. You turn around to face Seunghyun. You breathless from dancing, but staring at him makes you lightheaded. His eyes are concentrated on you, his hand griping your hips. Wait- who are you after, anyways? The song ends and youre about to walk to the bar to cool off when it happens.

He kisses you. TOP kisses you, full on the lips.

You don’t even know how to respond. So you don’t. You let him kiss you, not moving your lips at all. He breaks the kiss and gives you a strange, almost painfully hungry look. And you look at him confused. And that’s when you remember GD is right there.

Staring at you, not trying to hide his anger at all. This time, its you who sobers up real quick. You look from TOP to GD, and back to TOP and do the first thing you think of.

You run. Or speed walk, because your heels weren’t meant for running. You don’t even stop to say bye to the rest of the boys. You don’t stop when you hear someone –GD or TOP calling after you. You just keep going until youre a good distance away from the club. You rest by a bus stop.

What the hell was that?! Your hear was racing at this point. Why did TOP do that, why did he LOOK like THAT? Why was GD jealous? Your head starts to hurt and you try to stop thinking about it. And that’s when you realize you have no idea where you are.

“Shit. Shit.” Youre not about to walk around by yourself at such an ungodly hour, so you have no choice but to make it back to the club. By the time you get there, your heels and threatening to slice your ankles. You stand against the wall of the club, feeling the reverberations of the music against your back.

“What the fuck was that about?” You jump at the sound of GDs voice. Hes on the opposite wall smoking a cigarette. Youre about to apologize, but anger gets the best of you.

“Why does it matter to you who I choose to dance with or kiss?” Your words must hit somewhere, because he looks angry. Really angry.

“Because YOU stopped talking to me. You stopped responding. And now I see why” He stomps out his cigarette. “But that’s fine. You can act like all the other groupies we come across if you want”

This hurts you. Youre so confused. What does he mean you stopped responding?

“I- I’m not just some groupie.” Youre fighting back the tears brimming in your eyes.

“Really? You really didn’t come here dressed like that to flaunt yourself in front of everyone?”

“Stop.”

“Because if that’s how you wanna go about it, I should’ve just slept with you on our date. I bet you woulda gave it up huh?”

And you cant even say anything to him, because maybe hes right. The tears falling freely from your eyes you look up at him.

“I didn’t stop talking to you. Im not the one whos openly dating another person. I texted you after EVERY TEXT. And when you stopped? I texted you. YOURE the one who stopped responding GD. But its whatever. I don’t need to prove myself to you or anyone.”

He stares at you, unable to articulate any thoughts. You stand there fuming. After a few minutes, he finally says something.

“ Youre lying.”

“Are you kidding me right now?” You say, already exhausted. “What reason do I have to lie? Up until today, I had no reason to do anything remotely hateful to you. And then I saw you cuddling with that- that girl and I was upset! Seungri told me to come just to get some kind of reaction out of you. I just didn’t want this to happen. I didn’t not Seunghyun oppa would kiss me an-“

“Don’t” He says.

“What?”

“ I said, don’t.” Hes walking up to you now.

“Don’t what, Jiyong?!”

He grabs you by the waist and pulls you in very close.

“Don’t call him Oppa. What did I say in the park?”

And you don’t anticipate it coming. You don’t anticipate  him moving in for the most passionate kiss you’ve ever had. You don’t anticipate yourself succumbing to the kiss, letting his entire being dominate you.

And you don’t see him slowly slipping off your dress once you get back to your apartment.

You wake up the next morning with the biggest headache ever. Thank goodness you have the day off from both jobs. You groggily sit up and stretch. You try your hardest to remember what happened last night and that’s when you hear it.

Theres someone in your apartment.

And youre in nothing but your bra and panties..

And like a wave it all comes back to you. The kiss with TOP, the fight with GD, the kiss with GD..

But, did you guys…?

You find his dress shirt and put it on, slowly tip toeing out of your room. You have to walk slowly or else the room starts spinning. You find him in the kitchen in his boxers and his undershirt. You blush at how exposed he is. He notices you and gives you a warm smile.

“Good morning Jagi.”

“Good morning..Oppa.” You approach him tentatively and sit down. He gives you a cup of coffee which you gladly accept. He also give you a Tylenol.

“For the headache” He explains.

“Thank you.” You two sit at the table, not saying anything. And finally you bring it up.

“So, about last night…Did we..”

He smiles at you. “No, we didn’t.” Youre kinda surprised, but relieved as well.

“Then..why was I…naked?” You whisper the last word. Youre highly embarrassed.

He smiles at you apologetically. “Well, we were going to…and then you..well uhh…”

“I what Oppa?”

“You kinda threw up.”

“Oh God.” And you remember clearly now. You remember coming home kissing jiyong. You remember making it to your bed, him taking off your dress, you telling him you were gonna freshen up in the bathroom. The rest was too embarrassing to recall, so you don’t.

“Oppa, I…oh my god. Im sorry”

And he laughs at you. “Its okay, Jagi. It was quite funny, really. I just don’t think you should drink that much for awhile.”

Youre redder than your dress right now. You don’t even know what to say to him so you just look down at your coffee. He grabs your hand and pulls you towards his lap. You tilt his chin up so that your eyes meet.

“Jagi. Im sorry about last night. This whole week. Everything. I was mad when I said what I did last night but I meant none of it. I saw the messages on your phone and I realized I was wrong. Can we start over? Can you forgive me?”

You look at him. Yeah, what he said hurt you. But you were both drunk, right? You give him a small smile.

“You didn’t mean it, right?”

“No. none of it. Im an idiot for saying that.” You giggle and ruffle up his hair

“Pabo” You say. He smiles and laughs. He pulls you in for a kiss. You can get used to this you know. Kissing GD.  But wait-

“Oppa, you went through my phone without my knowledge?”

“No, you knew.”

“…I did?”

“Yeah, after throwing up..you kinda got really worked up over everything again and insisted on showing me all the texts. Like I said…It was quite amusing”

“Oh God. Just shoot me now” You face palm yourself as he continues to laugh while he cuddles with you.

Chapter 4

Can this day just end already?!

You were waiting on a group of teenage girls. They were the last two in the shop and it seemed like they just didn’t want to leave. With the time that passed by your anxiety continued to build. You really hoped that Jiyong wouldn’t arrive while they were still there. But you assumed he’d be smart enough to time things correctly, right? Finally, the two girls gave you a tip and left. You let out a sigh of relief and began to clean. Just then an oddly dressed man came in to the store. Actually, oddly didn’t even cover it. He was wearing a pair of dark blue jeans with an unusually large overcoat. He had on a beanie and a scarf, along with sunglasses. You looked at him incredulously, and he must have noticed this too because he smiled. That smile looks familiar you thought to yourself. As he approached you with the same smile on his face, he stopped you from cleaning the tables.

“Jagi, you didn’t think our date would be here, did you?”

You gasped. It all clicked now. Of course GD would have to be in disguise. You smile at him. You should’ve known better. Hes an idol, he definitely knows what hes doing.

“I should’ve known itd be you. For some reason I really thought youd show up in your normal clothes. Just give me a second to lock up, okay Jiyong ssi?”

You two end up having a really nice night together. He takes you out to dinner and a movie. He asks you about your job with the kids and what made you move all the way to Korea. It amazes you how fascinated he seems to be in your life. But you don’t tell him everything about your familiar. Its still something youre very insecure about. After the movie he takes you for a walk around the park. Its considerably chilly out; and your skirt and top do very little to warm you up. It’s a silent walk but you don’t mind. You look at him every now and then- at his eyes, his lips, just everything about him. You look down at the ground and smile. I cant believe this is happening, you think. It begins to get chillier and windy and you shiver violently, but only for a moment- Jiyong puts his jacket on you- on both of you. Youre facing eachother, sharing the big overcoat. You snuggle in a little closer and laugh to yourself. He looks down at you smiling.

“Whats so funny?” He asks.

“ Nothing, Jiyong ssi. I was just wondering if you chose this big jacket for this purpose” You say.

He laughs.  It gives you butterflies because you feel it in his chest snuggles so close together. “Id like to think I was that smooth.” He wraps his arms around you more tightly. Your heart beating sporadically, you look up at him, only to find hes already looking at you. His lips just inches from yours. You smile again at him and reach up to kiss him. Hes caught off guard momentarily. But he smiles back.

“What was that for?”

“I don’t know. I guess I just wanted to.” You say. You tiptoe and kiss him again. “ I’ll stop if it bothers you though, jiyong ssi.”

He gives you this funny sort of look and smirks. He pulls you closer, if that’s even possible, and tilts your chin up. He moves in slowly and beings the kiss lightly. He gives you time to memorize how his lips feel against yours- so soft and plump. Your being begging for just a little more, you deepen the kiss, which he responds to willingly. You feel his tongue playing on the edge of your bottom lip so you grant him entry.  You smile inwardly to yourself. You know youre good at this. But you never imagined how amazing he’d be. You let his tongue dominate yours tonight. Just tonight, you think to yourself, as you nibble on his bottom lip. After what seems like forever, you two break apart, slightly panting due to the lack of oxygen. Still holding you, he kisses your forehead.

“Youre a very good kisser, Jagi”

“ The feeling is definitely mutual, Jiyong ssi.”

He gives you a pout. That gorgeous lip pout. You ask him whats wrong. And his next sentence makes all the butterflies in your stomach act like theyre on steroids.

“ Call me oppa? Just me.”

You smile, and give him one last peck on the lips for the night.

“ Yes, oppa.”

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Three weeks later…

Youre sitting down, reading at the shop. It had been a slow day at work, at both jobs. The kids were unusually quiet today- you chalk it up to them finally getting used to you. And barely anyone has walked in to the bakery today. You look up from your book and let out a heavy sigh. It was awfully stuffy in the bakery, with the sun beating down through the glass windows. You prop open the door to let the breeze in. You glance down at your phone for the umpteenth time. No message. You slump back down into your chair. You can’t help but be a little sad.

After your date with GD, it was hard to keep in touch. With all their tv appearances and promotions and with the world tour coming up, it was hard to find time to see each other. But he was good about keeping in touch. At first, he would call you almost every hour. He would text you frequently. Just to tell you little things too, like how much he missed you or how they all made seungri drink a bottle of soy sauce.

That was all at first, though.

You haven’t heard from him in over a week. No matter how many times you texted him, he just never responded. After awhile you kinda just stopped trying. You didn’t want to seem desperate. You just assumed he was really busy. You get up from your seat and just walk around the store. Your boss notices how idle you look, so she kindly sends you home early.

“Are you sure Unni?”

“Of course. I can handle the rush here.” She gives you a wink. You smile at her and leave. You don’t really have much time to explore around Seoul, so you find yourself just wandering around aimlessly. You stumble upon this clothing boutique. You step inside and just feel fancy being there. The saleswoman greets you very warmly and invites you to just take a look around, which is what you do. It seems to be a more formal attire type of store, so you’re about to walk out when you see it. Your eyes must be deceiving you. Why else would Jiyong be with another girl, cuddling so openly? Why else would he be nuzzling the side of her neck in broad daylight when he couldn’t even come see you in normal clothes? The saleswoman must’ve noticed you staring and put two and two together. She beckoned you over and took you to the other side of the store. She brought out this gorgeous little red dress.

“I don’t know whats going on between you two..But trust me. You wear this in front of him? Its over” She says to you.

You take the dress on try it on..and she was right. The dress looked absolutely gorgeous on you. It hugged in all the right places, accentuating all the right curves. You step out and look at yourself in the mirror. Just then you see Seungri in the reflection and freeze. You turn around, and he’s about to greet you when you run up to him and put a hand over his mouth. You beg him to shhh frantically and drag him into the dressing room. You take your hand away only after he agrees to be quiet.

“ Youre the cake pop girl right? Its nice to see you again Noona!” He says

“ Noona? I’m Younger than you. Be quiet Seungri ssi! I don’t want GD to know im here” He looks at you. Surely he knows about your date, because he gives you a sympathetic look.

“ I’m sorry about my hyung. I don’t know exactly what was going on between you two, but I hope you harbor no bad feelings. In my opinion, youre prettier.” He flashes you smile.

“Thanks, oppa. It just hurts a little. Well, im gonna go get changed.” Youre about to walk out when he grabs you by the arm.

“ Wait- we’re all going to the club tonight. And I think you should make a guest appearance..in that dress.”

You give him a funny look. What game was he trying to play? Did he think you could get GDs attention back? Apparently he did, because he smirked at you. It never ceased to amaze you just how gorgeous each member of big bang was.

“Buy the dress. Wear it tonight. Trust me.”

chapter 3

A couple weeks later…

After GD had taken you home, you immediately told your friend Alex about it. You were starstruck. Literally. You could not believe that you had just spent time alone with G Dragon. Of course you were openly fangirling. And of course your friend thought it was all really funny.

“Just don’t let it all get to your head. The last thing youd want is to build up hope over it happening again. Just be realistic, ok?”

And you knew he was right. You knew that what had happened that night was like once in a lifetime. So, a little dejected, you decided to take it as just a really lucky moment for you and you just tried to go back to your daily routine. Which, surprisingly, wasn’t hard at all?

Things went back to normal as if you had never met GD. ever.

You were on your way home a little later than usual one night after closing the bakery. It had been a particularly busy day, because you had just added a new dessert to the menu- cake pops. People were going crazy over them. And you had to admit- you were too. The red velvet ones and these oreo ones you and your boss experimented with were your favorite. Not to mention you got to decorate them anyway you wanted to. You usually spent time after closing to create a new design, and tonight’s was no easy feat. You decided to recreate the crown lights trademarked by Big Bang’s fan base. The hardest part was getting all the little details right, but you did it. Your boss was so pleased with them that she let you take them home and asked you to make more for the next day. So here you were, walking home in the cold, with at least two dozen of these mini crown sticks in your arms. You figured it’d be easier to take a shortcut you found home, not to mention you get to cross right in front of YG building. That’s always a plus. You stop in front when you get there, only to catch your breath. You see it collect in wisps of cold air in front of you, the cold beginning to sting your cheeks.  You take a second to admire the building though. It’s so huge, you think to yourself. It gives you little fangirl tingles just thinking about who may be in there at this time. You know it’s late, but you also know that all the artists work very diligently and it wouldn’t be outta character for at least one of them to be there this late. You slump against the wall, half in tiredness and half in longing. I still cant believe I met GD. You think. But its like were on different planets. I need to stop being such a fangirl. You sigh and readjust your bundle, ready to continue your walk home when suddenly-

WhaBAM!

“ OWW!”

“What the- “

You really don’t register what just happened for a few seconds. In fact, all you register are all the little white dots you see in front of you. Then they start to disappear in little cluster as you regain your focus. You got hit by something. You regain more consciousness. There are five people standing in front of you. Things get clearer. You know who they are. Your world immediately stops spinning.

“Oh God” is all you manage to say in front of Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung, TOP,…and Jiyong.

“Hyung, is she gonna be alright? EXCUSE ME MISS, ARE YOU OKAY?” Seungri emphasizes every word to you.

“Yah, shes probably deaf now cus of you” Taeyang says to Seungri, promptly slapping the back of his head

“WOW, What was that for?! I mean look- shes just STARING at us!” He says, obviously hurt.

“Does that surprise you?” TOP says ever so uninterested.

You kinda snap out of it after that. You didn’t realize how stupid you must look in front of them right now. You mentally kick yourself for being so dumbfounded in front of them. Especially with GD just staring at you so intently.

“Uh I-Im Fine. Really.” You manage to say. “Just a little disoriented. Uh Im sorry. I think. But you hit me…What?” You mentally shoot yourself for rambling on. But at least they think it’s a little funny. Daesung even laughs. Oh My Goodness, you think. His smile is so warming you cant help but smile back.

“Miss, if you don’t mind me asking, what were you doing behind the door?” He asks. How thoughtful of him to say it slowly too.

“I was resting. Im on my way home, and this happened to be a shortcut. Really.” You add, thinking they might believe you were just another stalker fangirl. “Oh wait- where are my cake pops?”  you spin in circles then realize theyre right behind you, unharmed. You mustve thrown them down by surprise.

“Your what?” Seungri asks. Its just like every scenario you’ve read. Hes a tad bit annoying.

“My cake pops. Like you know—little cakes on sticks?” You open the box tentatively to reveal the little crowns.

“Omo, theyre mini crown sticks! Do they light up too?” daesung asks.

“What? No. Or else you wouldn’t be able to eat them, duh.” GD finally speaks up. He walks up to you and stares at you. “That’s why you look so familiar. You work at that bakeshop!” he says, wagging his index finger at you. He grabs a cakepop right from your box.

“H-hey!” You say. Yeah hes GD and all. He could still ask though. Nevertheless, he pops the whole thing into his mouth and begins to chew.

“Did you make these?” He finally says

“Yeah. Are they that bad?” You feel your heart beating so fast.

“No. Theyre good. REALLY good” He says with a smile. That’s all the other members need before they each grab one, talking fast to each other in Korean. Daesung is the only one who manages a thank you. Again youre mesmerized by his smile. You capture bits and piece of the volleying conversation theyre having.

“Yeah, theyre really good.”

“Do you think she poisoned them? I mean, ironic how theyre crowns.”

“Shut up, stupid. Youre still alive aren’t you?”

“I think shes cute.”

I.Think.She’s.Cute. Did your ears and translation skills deceive you? Did GD really just say that about you? You come to the conclusion that you better go now, before you completely fangirl in front of them. You awkwardly try to leave their circle in hopes that you go as unnoticed as possible. You almost manage it too. Until the maknae points it out that youre leaving.

“Omo- leaving without saying goodbye?” He says.

“Oh..Uh Y-you all looked so..busy talking. Mianhe”  you say, bowing. “But I really have to get going. Its getting really late” you continue walking.

“Wait.” You turn around. GD is standing there, giving you that look again. That look gives you crazier butterflies than you could ever imagine.

“Thank you for the cake pops. Theyre delicious.” He smiles at you. Can he not look so damn good?

“Its no problem, really.I mean, you kinda helped yourself anyways.” You say, smiling back.

 He laughs and you cant help but stare at him. you laugh with him, hoping he didnt notice. “ Can I ask you something?” he says. He looks everywhere but at you.

“…Sure?” You say confused. You think of every worst case scenario. Him asking you to not walk by their building ever again because youre crazy, asking you to not stalk them..So youre completely surprised by what he does say.

“Can you wait for me tomorrow after you close?” He finally looks up at you. And it takes every ounce of restraint you have not to scream.

“O-Okayy” You say almost inaudibly.

“ Cool. Ill be there around the same time. “ is all he says before he turns around and walks back to the other members. You stand there for a minute, turn around..and do the same.

Tomorrow completely taking over your every thought.

A/N Sorry its taking so long to develop! i like creating background and stuff. Its gonna get juicier now tho, promise! ;] I wish I had a beta!! D: